A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt is out today from Random House Canada! The youngest ever winner of the Griffin Prize mines his own personal history to reconcile the world he was born into with the world that could be in this highly anticipated memoir:

“A History of My Brief Body is a breathtaking literary rebellion against the brutalization and simplification of NDN existence, establishing as resistance joy in creativity and its ability to invent worlds.” —Shelf Awareness, starred review

“An urgently needed, unyielding book of theoretical and intimate strength.” —Kirkus Reviews, starred review

“In this stunning essay-collection-cum-prose-poem-cycle, Belcourt meditates on the difficulty and necessity of finding joy as a queer NDN in a country that denies that joy all too often…. Happiness, this beautiful book says, is the ultimate act of resistance.” —Michelle Hart, O, The Oprah Magazine

“[Belcourt’s] deft use of language to render queerness, indigeneity, and the corporeal into ravishing works of poetic art translates beautifully into nonfiction prose. This essay collection is slim but immersive, a work of joy and reckoning, and of imagining a better world.” —Sarah Neilson, LitHub

“A History of My Brief Body knocked me on my ass. Billy-Ray Belcourt, a member of the Driftpile Cree Nation and Canada’s first Rhodes Scholar, explores the complexities of gender, sexuality, and colonialism in a short, poetic memoir. These essays transcend genre and become something else entirely―a reliquary of self-love and becoming.” ―BuzzFeed “38 Great Books To Read This Summer, Recommended By Our Favorite Indie Booksellers”; Gary Lovely, marketing manager of The Book Loft

“The poetic and probing essay collection shuttles between personal reflection, critical race theory, and commentary on poetics, colonialism, queerness, loneliness, and utopia.” ―Dana Isokawa, Poets & Writers

“Bursting with all the movements of sex, riot, and repose, this book presents us with a shock of recognition and reclamation, and we are better for it—punch drunk and aching but, oh, so much better. I’m gutted by his brilliant mind.” —Cherie Dimaline, bestselling author of Empire of Wild and The Marrow Thieves

“I choose not to reduce A History of My Brief Body to simply a bending of genre. Well beyond that simple idea, Billy-Ray Belcourt uses a dexterity of language and form as a container for memory and nostalgia as vehicles for truth about a still-blooming present.” —Hanif Abdurraqib, author of They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us

“With precision and care, Billy-Ray Belcourt presses thought against feeling to make, in each essay, an unbounded space for knowing and for staying whole.” —Elissa Washuta, author of My Body is a Book of Rules

“This is a passionate and vital autobiography about the intellect, the culture, and the flesh, as it bears its assaults and preserves a true light.” ―Sheila Heti, author of Motherhood and How Should a Person Be?

“A History of My Brief Body is an NDN love story that will stop you in your tracks. I’m struck by the gentleness in Belcourt’s words, his ability to move across scales, and the complexity of his thought. He’s achieved something here that we’ve collectively been trying to achieve for a long time, and it makes me feel proud.” ―Leanne Betasamosake Simpson, author of This Accident of Being Lost

“Billy-Ray Belcourt is proving himself to be a literary genius. His poetry and prose are tender and brutal and brilliant. This memoir recounts the intimate and sexual history of a young Indigenous poet who studies the reserve and the city. As with the writing of Maggie Nelson, I was astounded at both Belcourt’s scholarship and his acute reflections on the human condition. The book also provides indispensable insight into the political consciousness of Indigenous peoples in Canada.” —Heather O’Neill, author of The Lonely Hearts Hotel

“In his endeavor to honor the reality of Indigenous pain while also remaining steadfastly committed to queer Indigenous joy and utopic futures, Billy-Ray Belcourt has written an incomparable book full of emotion, analysis and poetic beauty.”
―Kai Minosh Pyle, Star Tribune

“This is a radiant collection.”
―Ruth Lefaive, The Rumpus

Billy-Ray Belcourt’s debut memoir opens with a tender letter to his kokum and memories of his early life in the hamlet of Joussard, Alberta, and on the Driftpile First Nation. From there, it expands to encompass the big and broken world around him, in all its complexity and contradictions: a legacy of colonial violence and the joy that flourishes in spite of it, first loves and first loves lost, sexual exploration and intimacy, and the act of writing as a survival instinct and a way to grieve. What emerges is not only a profound meditation on memory, gender, anger, shame, and ecstasy, but also the outline of a way forward. With startling honesty, and in a voice distinctly and assuredly his own, Belcourt situates his life experiences within a constellation of seminal queer texts, among which this book is sure to earn its place. Eye-opening, intensely emotional, and excessively quotable, A History of My Brief Body demonstrates over and over again the power of words to both devastate and console us.

Billy-Ray Belcourt (he/him) is a writer and scholar from the Driftpile Cree Nation. He won the 2018 Griffin Poetry Prize for his debut collection, This Wound Is a World, which was also a finalist for the Governor General’s Literary Award. His second book of poetry, NDN Coping Mechanisms: Notes from the Field, was longlisted for Canada Reads 2020. A recipient of the prestigious Rhodes Scholarship and an Indspire Award, Belcourt is Assistant Professor of Indigenous Creative Writing at UBC. Billy-Ray is represented by Stephanie Sinclair.